we lost it all

remember those nights
when we would talk for hours
on railroad tracks and playground slides
we shared our dreams and fears
and all of the stuggles we faced over the years
i told you i was scared
and you let me know i didnt have to be
i asked what would you do if something happend to me
what would you do?
you said you wouldnt be able to live
we both said i love you
and to me it was true
you let me cry
and helped me smile
those days when i wanted to die
you made me feel more alive
well it's been awhile
i miss you more each day
i wish i could call you
but i don't know what to say
we used to share cigarettes
and candy and hugs
i have no regrets
except that it's all gone now
i don't know how far i can fall
without you there to save me
look at us
we lost it all
the memories the hope for a better future
it's all gone
and it feels so wrong
i miss your arms around me
and your breath in my ear
telling me that you'll always be here
was it all a lie?
was it all in my mind?
i try not to cry
but i can't always hold back the tears
when i'm being choked by so many years
of worry and pain
it's enough to drive anyone insane
i know you aren't happy
and neither am i
i don't know how to make it better
but hopefully i'll be strong enough to try

Author's Notes/Comments: 

to all those memories he and i shared even if i act like i don't care

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