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So many times I ignored you.  So many times you tried to make me smile. So many times it worked, but I hid my face.  I didn't want to admit it to you that you truly did make me laugh. I should have. I feel horrible for how I treated you, and I wish I had been nicer to you. I'll probably never get another chance to show you that I can be a nice person and I am capeable of love.



I'm only human, granted, not a normal human, by social standards. I'm considered 'freakish' and so I recoil from popular, good looking people like you. Don't try to tell me otherwise. You've got the looks, the charm, you can play various instruments, and you've got the ability to make people laugh, even if it is for all the wrong reasons.



You were so kind to me, so patient with me. And I never returned any of that. I was snappish, impatient, and cold to you. And as I said before, I'd go back in time if I could and change how I acted toward you. I can't begin to tell you how many sleepless nights I've had where I stayed up all night, crying because I knew I loved you, and that you would never return those feelings because I was so cruel to you.



So please accept my apology now, as it is sincere. I sit here crying as well, knowing that you are not reading this. With all my being, I am sorry for how I treated you. Just know that I miss you, and that after everything, I love you still.