Sometimes when you stand very still, happiness will find you...
I try to find the fairies in the garden,
But they fly, when I try.
I try to stand very, very still,
In the garden,
But they hide.
With rusted tomato cages
Pricked into the ground,
Haphazard and awkward,
I stand closed eyed, then open
To surprise them in flight.
But they hide.
Deep in their secrets,
Deep in their places,
That I’ll never find,
They hide.
Like happiness that comes to you
When you don’t really try,
They hide.
I do try, I try.
In the garden, I try.
Crouching in the gladiolus
To find them.
Tangling in the bean pole twine
To hold one.
I try.
I see not one fly.
I see not one fly,
Nor, where they land
Where I cannot see,
Two,
On my shoulder blades,
One to the west and
One on my east.
So,
As I leave the garden,
Unaware of my riders,
They flutter and giggle,
And I wonder,
How long should I have stood
To have happiness find me.