Shelf of Books
I want a shelf for books,
only,
yea, a bookshelf.
But not just a bookshelf
tucked into the corner
where the door is
that I never open
to the cracked patio.
There is already a door
to the outside in here.
In here there are three doors,
two windows, and a door frame
that lost its door
a century, no a half century
ago when the add-on
was added on.
I want to put
just books on that bookshelf,
just,
books.
Make Me a Prayer
Make me into an image
of refined ethereal
light and ghostly
tender, mallable
make me a scion of
beneficial abundance
goddess glowing
benevolent, caring
turn me to good and
banish the calcium
forming in my heart
jealousy and evil
spite and spit
take me quickly to
forgiveness and court
tender and
malleable
light and
ghostly
No longer
I no longer want to be the newspaper in your birdcage
The plastic liner under your dishes
The coaster on the table
Allowing your life to over-write mine
Can’t be the I’m-bored-curer
The I-got-nothing-to-do companion
Cruise director extraordinaire
For the dream voyage I'll never take.
Conflicted and possessive
Off loading and teasing
You suggest they all want me
Hoping they do and I go.
Meanwhile I tidy up the menagerie
Stack the pantry neatly
And wipe down the console proudly
Preparing for your departure.