Fully mind trained

It took a moment
naw it took a month or two
maybe nine
or ten
okay and my thoughts have been on hold
take a file and put it on layaway
hoping in real life you'll stay away
once you are apart of what my life was passing by
I cant deny that your a case unsolved
I knew somehow my world
it evolved around you
making you happy was my life plan
not understanding that wrong actually happens
and it did
ever since then i rid you of my life
even though i know your number by heart
even though memories sometimes block my thoughts
even though your laugh rings in my head
and I laugh at silly things that you said
but I forgot the way you looked at me
I forgot that we once were
and we were real
i forgot that love was something i thought
i could feel
im fully mind trained now
i cant feel the same now
my mind is sets and
there are no regrets
just a step further i will take
fully mind trained to not feel
stuck in reality thats surreal
pull me out of this hole
i think i gave you part of my soul

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