Holding On

i force myself to meet the memory
i dive straight in and search indefinitely
if i reach the bottom i'll touch infinity
if i reach the bottom i'll reach you, finally

i've been looking for a sign
in the eyes of strangers, passersby
your love is nowhere, scars ache
nothing left to sell, nothing left to fake

stealing white promises, so lonely
these ideal chemicals will enfold me
balancing scales, finding peace
a piece of me, wanting some release

so i hold on to you as i'm sinking
just for this moment, to stop me thinking
about spinning, endless agony
and truth that blinds the life in me

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