Shae

She knows when I want attention

Because I post a bunch of random shit and tag hoes in my mentions,

If I painted more, shit be different,

She yells, “if you drank less shit be different.”

[pause] Woman I get it,

She wants the best w me,

Atleast that’s what I be thinking,

But sometimes I get beside myself and I think she out here cheating,

She say she love me, all of me,

She don’t mean it,

She just knows what turns me on,

She just knows what brings me back home,

She knows what to say to get me out of those dark thoughts,

She knows me.

She knows when I just wanna die, 

She breathes her energy into me and makes me feel alive,

I’m just not good enough for her,

I’m not good enough for her,

I’ve been taking my pills w liquor,

Secretly hoping…

My doctor tellin me the side effects,

I’m just thinking bout the check,

I’ll have any bitch I want if…

She slaps me out of it,

She really love a nigga no matter how low my pockets get,

I gotta snap out of it,

Pouring myself another drink.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I sent it to her. She hated it.