I looked at your photo and your face I don’t see
The sound of your laugh is no longer a memory
The brightness in your eyes slowly faded away
So why is your name in my thoughts today?
I no longer think of you in the presence of my friend
When she’s around I don’t feel the need to pretend
For a kiss from your lips is no longer my thirst
So why when I call her, your name comes to mind first?
When I’m alone at night its not you that I miss
The lingering thoughts of your love I’ve learned to resist
No frown or wishful thinking circling the air
So why is your name such a beautiful fear?
Confused and frustrated that is all I feel
Refusing to believe what is real is real
Am I so use to pretending, I’m pretending to pretend?
Or is it the fat lady I am hearing singing it’s the end?