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I Know I Shouldn't
Sometimes the truth is too painful to bear
And life’s complications transformed into fear
My heart becomes heavy and I feel lost
Thinking of tomorrow but seeing the past
I think of crying but no tears to cry
It is so confusing…I can’t understand why
Is this the destiny I hear so much about?
Then why is it so hard for me to figure out?
Control I know…Control I always had
Except for now and it is driving me mad
Makes me want to run to the safety of my dreams
Where it is always beautiful or so it seems
I have gone there to meet you sometimes when I’m down
Cause your smiles in the sunset turns up a frown
Whether you are near or there are miles between us
This place in my heart I could always find trust
I know it is wrong for me to be writing like this
When there is not much you can offer, it’s not me you miss
I know it is bad for me to be thinking of you
I know I shouldn’t but I still do
Please forgive me for my selfishness
For being mislead by the gestures of your kindness
For thinking what I’m thinking and saying it to you
I know I shouldn’t but what else could I do?
