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My Decisions
Its really funny that I'm crying over you now
I never was your type
And now I'm thinking..Haven't I been here before?
Haven't I done this here before?
Because this is the zenith time you've left me
For someone else, but this time...
Unknowingly, you broke my heart.
And that is sometimes the most deadliest, dangerous way to break it
Because out of the pride I lost long ago,
I still have to guard my heart
So you don't know what you do to me
Those compliments are lethal to me, so seductive
And you pain me more by loving me
Like you have before.
When you've had other girlfriends,
you say you never stopped thinking about me
But I know that can't be true
You've gotten so far
And left me in the dust
Thousands of miles away from you, I hear your thoughts,
And most of them havent been about me for a long time
It causes me to wonder if you're still the same,
and playing me like a fool,
A card you always have stored up your sleeve
Or whether you really mean what you say
So, what can I do?
Guard my beaten, broken heart and leave you,
leave the chance at love divine
Or risk it all, and love you,
Wind up broken, in tears, and scarred
But with a memory of it that will last for a life time.
