Empty





She approached me more out of curiosity than of desire

Stepped tall in class from head to toe

Her green eyes held a clever disguise

She surveyed me more than she wanted me to know



Asking me if this seat was taken

My only reply could be “no, have a seat”

Not really wanting any company

I watched her in the mirror behind the bar

At a distance of about six feet



The barkeep came over, asked what she’d like to drink

She replied comfort and coke, as she took out a smoke

While still looking at me, the barkeep gave me a wink



Can I have a light? She asked “sure” as a gentleman I

Struck the lighters flint like a waiter in a fancy restaurant

She said “thank you” as I said, “welcome”

She smiled with a silk smile I did not want



As the conversation pressed on, mainly her being the one

To ask questions all about me and my life

She somewhat bluntly stated when the third drink was done

“I see no ring, but I’ll bet you have a wife”



No not anymore, "just two ex’s" I heard myself say

"One a wife of twenty two years, the other a girlfriend-fiancée

That stole my heart away"



She pressed on and on asking questions and giving opinions

I said, ” look, you don’t want to get mixed up with the likes of me

For I’m a rambler, a gambler, and dead inside

Do yourself a favor, finish your drink, and then just let me be



I ordered another glass of Jack black love on the rocks

As I began to swallow it down

She leaned over close and whispered in my ear

“Lover, you cannot drown her memory away”

I said, “you may be right I fear

For I’ve been trying, for five months… to this day”



With a kiss on the cheek, she said "come with me

I will make you forget, I can ease your pain

For I’m built for comfort and I got coke

Why we will howl at the moon, dance to a tune

You’ll feel better, honey, you just wait and see"



I said “I’m deeply flattered, not that it mattered

But Sunshine drank comfort and coke too you see”

I have to go

As I stepped, slow

I downed my drink

I searched her face for you, but there was no trace

I left, with my glass, like my insides…empty







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