Life

Father right now, I just need someone to hold

A hug, anything, because everything in this life is changing

You've led me so far in these past 4 months

And it suddenly hit me tonight

that I no longer live the previous life



You're moving me on

I suppose I am prepared

Ready or not

This life will continue on

You are my one and only God



Lord I kept thinking tonight

What my life will be like

I am excited yet nervous

Please be my strength, to make it through the night

Thank you for my friends

Thank you for them who I can truly count on

The one's who encourage me, showing me more who I am

Without them Father, I know I'd be a wreck



I know this life is changing fast

I intend to follow you're every path

I may slip, I may fall

But I will press on

I'm confident that I'll make it through

I'll get through it all

Cuz you're my all and all



These past few months, have been such a ride

But that's not all that you have instore for this life

You're leading me to riches

My soul will prosper

As I hear you whisper

I love you son

And you will one day be with me

Be with me for an eternity



I try to continue the work I need to do

Do the work for your kingdom

But Lord I am nervous

What if I am thrown away

But that wouldn't be living by faith

So I try my hardest

To focus on you each and every day



I'm going to pursue and not hold back

Cuz I don't want to be the one

60 years down the road lookin back

Realizing I could have done more in my life

Knowing you would have carried me through

But I let fear govern my life

No longer will this be

I'm going to break these chains and put up a fight

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I kinda spilled everything out in a way. I do not know if it is done, but in one week my life has seemed to change drastically. I thought and thought about it,and it just hit me. A week ago I was just sitting down thinking of changes, but it never hit me till tonigh. In one week, I found a place to live, and I am moving out of my parents house. Also my parents are divorcing, all in one week this happened. Plus in the last four months God has really been leading me to people and he's been amazing, even when I messed up royally!

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