Bitter

Old wounds re-exposed

The pain and bitterness pour out

The lonliness kept inside for so long

Just causes you to want to give up

Not even sure if you should try any longer



The emotional abuse rips you limb from limb

The atmosphere is filled with anger

The air thick with pain

Brokeness calls out your name

Man what you would feel like to be made whole again



You don't even care if they care any longer

Not even caring if they believe in everything you do

Because everyone else around has left you

And what they have done seems un-barable to forgive

You're wondering oh God why do you let me live

Why are you always exposing me to this

To you does it seem like bliss?

Father take my life, cuz I am so sick of my bitterness



I'm tired of the pain

I'm tired of the fights

that happen over and over again

Like a dog that returns to his vommitt

The same mistakes keep getting replayed

and I'm just sick of what's happening

I wish I could just be on my own

Not have to live in this secluded space

Where all around there is nothing

Broken half hearted smiles on their faces

I'm just tired of this sharade

I just need to get out of this place

Just help me get out of this mess

Cuz I am sick of all the bitterness

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