I wish I could say

I wished this fear would be thrown away

I wished I could tell you exactly how I felt today



But the past keeps creeping up behind me

telling me how I'm going to fail this time

Not that I'm scared to committ

but I'm so scared, cuz of past relationships



I hate this because I do not know what to do

Is this going to scare you away?

Like all the other ones I knew?

Are these just phases

Oh man I wish I knew

Because all that is on my mind is you



I'm feelin so lost

I'm so scared of what it could cost

to cause everyone to run

to cause everyone to run



I hate the way that I'm feeling

I just can't help but wonder why?

wondering what some people see

Are these paranoid feelings caused only by

caused only by me??



I so badly need to say what's on my mind

Will it turn out right?

Will it turn out right this time?

Will the consequences be substancial

will I be able to handle this possible downfall

Cuz I just wish I could say

but it could scare you away

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