String around the Finger

We went out every night

Dinner was the plan

Figured I'd ask you out

After all there were all the obvious signs



I'd make the move

Cuz if I backed out I know how much

How much I would look like a fool

But I never thought this would come from you



I finally realized

that you never intended to be by my side

I was that string around your finger

Inside I was sure a part of me died



I know now that somehow this was just a game

To see how far you could actually push me

I figured I would not give up on faith

But I suppose there are different plans

on the agenda for today



I remember cruising around till four in the morning

I was sure so positive in my soul that something was happening

We were growing so close

I figured this has to be it

Because it seemed like we could never let eachother go

Staring at the stars in the middle of the night

Everything seemed so perfect

I never realized things in the end would not be fine



Everything you said about being with God

I still do not know the truth

But I know my desires were in you

My mind kept saying God was here

But now I am starting to realize the cold reality of this truth

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just a girl I was hanging out with everyday before. I was there for her and her family just about every minute of the day. Anyways ya her and I always went for dinner somewhere somewhat nice, and we were always together. Well anyways long story short everything changed, and I stood up for myself, and we haven't spoken in a few months or so. Not really heart broken, but it does kind of suck because of the people out there who figure they can tie you around their finger!!!

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