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My thoughts
The only thing keeping me from ending this life
Is that I could never get the chance to spend eternity
Spend eternity up above
Because he is my one and only hope
Otherwise I would have killed myself long long ago
I don't know what my existence is worth
Where is everybody when I need an encouraging word?
Where is everybody, why do I even have to be part of this world?
I can hardly take this anymore
My past sin keeps knocking on my door
Inviting me in, somedays it feels so satisfying
I know I have problems, but I know one way it would be fixed
But I do not believe in myself anymore
I do not believe I deserve anything from God's world
He is so pure and everything is perfect through him
I just keep on questioning, I'm not getting any answers
it feels like he's turned his back on me
And I'm just left here fending for myself
