Gone

You've lived with no friends your whole life

The only people around are now far away

You've lost contact, now you're feeling all alone



Family members have passed away suddenly

With really no time to grieve

Everything in your life seems to lead to tragedy

You're holding everything deep inside

only to erupt in tears one night

All you can seem to do now is cry



Everything you've counted on

Is finally gone

Crying out to stay strong

As you replay the same song



You're missing everything you once had

you know it's a waste to look back

As you know you cannot change the past



Everything and everyone has vanished

Now no support seems to even be around

You try as hard as you can to hold onto hope



You've tried to make friends

Only to find out failing has creeped up once again

You think of all the times someone could have been there

To watch you perform

Where is my support? Am I just a vapour in the air?



This is only a dream

One of my greatest fantasies

I must of done something wrong

For no one to ever show up

I must of done something wrong

Somehow this has to be my fault

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is the way my life has been for the most part. I do land up getting friends, close friends, and then people seem to vanish. I wish so much there could be family to see me perform in church or watch me do something I love. But ya everything just seems to vanish. All my family members seemed to die suddenly within a short time span cuz of cancer. Anyways I'm sure there are people in the same position!

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