Scared

Folder: 
Love?

Being pushed away

has happened way too many times

I've seen too many lonely days



Even when I was able to see

I would still fail to accept the reality

I didn’t want to accept this blindness

I couldn't bare the pain to come to terms with it



I felt torn apart

Too many broken hearts

Too many unfinished dreams

Too many plans put to the side

Way too many deceiving eyes



Thinking of how hugging and cuddling was great

Then out of no where they pushed me away

Being no longer accepted for who I am today



Now today I am so afraid

Didn’t think it would happen this way

But somehow someday love will be on its way



Afraid to take chances

So you just sit and stare

Thoughts in your mind, you never thought were there

Just seem to come alive, should I just run and hide?

Or should I just stare fear right in its eyes?



Somehow fear will always show

We will never be able to hide it behind closed doors

Because what was once in the dark will now become light

And I know others will see fear when they look into our eyes

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It's about the fear of love and loving someone, and getting that love back. And when you've been hurt a few times you get scared even when you find a great person, it can be tough.

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