I Won't Go Back

I was so lost in the emotions of the world

ready to blow up, ready to give up

ready to give in, to this time bomb ticking

Seemed like there was no where to go

But there was one who truly cared

who took  it all, and renewed my soul.

You can see changes in me?

I know what it is, I'm being set free

Why don't you do the same?

People will reach out if you let them

so why are you being so stubborn?

I just sit here praying about what could happen

I'm just sick of getting no where, trying on my own

I just want to pay attention to the Lord

Because he gets me to where I need to go

I can't go back, its not a choice

I can't do what I used to, I hear his voice

but thats not something you can seem to understand

Its my sacrafice, its the Lord, who's going to make me who I am

I am falling in love again, and I can't go back

I refuse to go back, I can't go back

I've fallen in love again, I can't turn my back

to the one who got me out of this mess

And I refuse to go back to where I once was

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is about my relationship with Christ now! What I once did is starting to leave my system. I am really starting to despise what I once did. Now I am forgiven and I refuse to go back to the way I once was. This is also about a friend who doesn't like who I am becoming but too bad!!! I am in love and I tried to reach out to him but he just kept saying he wanted to shut everyone out! well there are people out there who care if you let them care! But for now I can't be around certain people who shake me a bit and weaken my faith with God.  The Bible does say don't be yolked with someone who is unequally yoked with you. It just won't work unless they want changes!

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