Winner

As I sit here

I keep on caving into the undesirable

I keep caving in to what seems so tangible

I keep on caving into what I feel is a great feeling

Only to find out it’s slowly eating at me

Only to find out it’s spiritually defeating



As guilt sweeps over me

I feel like screaming



I don’t feel much like a winner

I keep hearing voices say you’re a loser

You see reality, yet you keep on dreaming

Dreaming of something that could never be

I just wished these voices would stop

Because I know somehow through Jesus there is victory

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