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Can I sit here a minute

I promise I'll pretend to smile

I'll make you laugh

I'll make you wonder

No tears for you to see

They quitely wait for a moment alone

I promise if I shed a tear, iIll wipe it right away

You'll never have to know the burden, of how deep my pain runs

Never have to know, my silly day dreams

The ones, where I slip away from  reality

Oh, but there very special,

There I'll I've got, now

Don't worry about hurting me

Im used to it,  slowly loosing myself beneath it

I cant step out

Im sinking farther now, screaming inisde, bleeding my cursed blood

It's okay, you wont wake to my morbid, eerie sounds

I never could let go of things

Mouring to the past

I'm fading in lucid colours

I'm fading in my own potrait

No more smiles

No more grins

I'm sorry dear, but i couldn't stick around

Thanks for letting me catch my last breath

Don't ever feel bad

I'm always waiting for the worst

Parnoid, in my own thoughts, scared to be hurt, scared to get to close

Feeling solitary confined within my soul

Scared in life, in my eyes everythings cold and cruel

My supports have crumbled through

I'm on the edge of it all

Looking down into my abyss

And in this maddness, in the end, I hurt myself

I never realized that the cruelest creature could be myself

The one thing that could end me, did

I was checking my shoulder

when I should've checked mirror