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I can't go on 11-17-03
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Poems I can't go on
Living life this way
Seems every day
Someone else has got something to say
To ruin my life
And make it even harder
To get through every day in life
While dealing with my father
There doesn't seem
To be anyway to escape it
I guess I'm trapped
In this torture device
That they call life
I'm trapped in this hell
As I walk forward in time
And hearing the ringing of the bells
Sounding that life is over
It seems that I am just going in circles
Making the same mistakes
Time and time again
Thinking of my friends
That have abandoned me
And left me to lay here
As I continue to bleed
No need for me
To go on anymore
As I feel I have been burnt
Burnt down to the core
Can't take no more
As I look toward the door
That will free me from this hell
That I call home
No where to go
As I roam around
I guess I should have had a plan
Since all my future shows
Is a endless desert of sand
Nothing else
Only fear in my mind
Of what will happen to my next
As I travel this path of time
I'm so confused
I had it all figured out
Run away
To get away
From this hell
But look where I'm at
I'm stranded again
Stuck in this never ending hell
Going in circles again
Maybe it's time to give up
Give up on this life
Give up on trust
It's been broken enough
Look where I am
Still trapped in this hell
Hiding all my emotions
Under this shell
So no one can see
To the true side of me
My emotions
Can't be spoken in words
Only written down
And interpreted into these poems
My life
It's kinda like this pens
There's so many like me
Yet no one knows
What it's like to live my life
Being forced into situations
That I never wanted to be in
Just like the ink
That pours our of this pen
My soul begins to bleed
As I begin to give in
I feel like I'm about to explode
Till my blood dries out
And my fire burns out
And I'm left with no chance
To find a way out of this hell
It's taking over again
And now I see the truth
That I can't go on
