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behind my smile
I wake up everyday
And I smile
“Thank you jesus for another day”
Thats what ill say every morning
And as I smile everyone around me walks past
but what they don't know is what's behind my Smile
The fact that my smile covers my list that spans about a mile
full of the shit that i don't want to deal with
but as i'm alone a smile won't work
not even I as a master of disguise can mask the fact of that list
that mile list that I hide with my smile
After I cry without anyone watching
I lay my head down on that pillow
and when I fall asleep that mile list fades
but so does that smile
because it knows that when i awake
it has to work for that mile list
because its only but a lie on my list
of the shit that i dont want to deal with
