I'm The Bitch

I tried to save it

But now I've changed my mind

I don't care who is telling the truth

Fuck off with your word twisting

mind blistering

menial

malleable life

I don't care for you

or your beliefs

or your day that is "so much harder" than anyone else's

I don't want to hear your whining

back stabbing

or crying

I don't care which one you were

I don't care if that makes you mad

I don't care if you like me

I don't care to explain anymore

My life and world turns when you are not there

I don't care for group politics or social circles

I would rather have a few close friends than a group of acquaintances

I don't HAVE to talk to you

I don't HAVE to be nice to you

I don't care if that means I am a BITCH

I don't need to waste my time on your misery

Get out of my life and get one of your own

Go ahead and fuck up your unborn children with your irresponsibilities

Go ahead and lie to yourself and everyone around you

Go ahead and feed on hate and drama

Go ahead and be nothing - including not even yourself

I won't be there

I will be outside of dwelling

I will be on my shelf

Out of your silly pitiful reach

I don't like you and I don't have to

I don't think I am better

I just know better than to deal with it

Haven't any of you learned yet?

I almost made the mistake again

I refuse to sit here and watch you talk to someone

then complain that you had to

You claim friendships and secretly destroy them

You blame and you blame all the wrong people

No one seems to understand anyone

But no one asks or tries

Lets just get mad instead

It's so much more fun

Then let's claim we are the one who is justified

No one is justified

Not you, not me

I just don't care anymore

So stop trying to settle it after you refused to be cooperative for so long

Lets just make it all easy and I will just have you all hate me

Because I am the one who doesn't care if you like me

There now it's done and you can all go home

Nothing to see here

Why do you want to confide in me now?

What?

What will THAT accomplish

If I had a problem, would you not avoid me- not wanting to hear complaint?

Would you not pose as friend and then run away?

Everyone speaks of how friends should be

Everyone talks about how they are the only good friend left

We all fucking suck

Deal with your suckiness or at least try to work on it

But dont come to me about it

Id rather you sit there and hate me instead

Don't give out fake apologies

Only genuine ones matter

I don't care if you think I am a hypocrite

I don't think you understand...

I JUST DON'T CARE AND I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT ANYMORE

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