Angel

They say that an angel watches over me
For this i hold as truth
As through my life i have been tested
Were there is nothing but fear and doubt

Yet somehow someway i knew
That you were there holding my hand
even through its been years since  youve gone
everyday in some way i make your memeory live on

Im not going to say my life as been horrible
It certanily has not
Its just some things have affected me alot
Some changed me and some made me look at life a different way
And in all my life has always been the same

That is always looking out for others first
Even though carrying there oain is my curse
But u chose to walk this road alone
Even though you walk behind me saying " dont't go"

Many nights ive let my thoughts get to me
and those night are things i can never take back
The things i said and the things i did
I can never forget what i have done
but i know it form the past i run

You have always played a role in my life
even though you my angel in the sky
Forever and always is were you will be
inside my heart safe with me

A poem dedicated to my sister
You will always be with me