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Inside
No one knows whats inside
no one comprehends the pain.
Being torn apart by their lies
my life is lived in vain.
It seems no one hears my cries
to stop this endless rain.
Seems like no one really tries
to put an end to this wreck bound train.
Yet everyone claims to care
everyone thinks that they know.
Everyone thinks they can share
the weight of this heavy load.
They don't know of the burdon
that comes with loving them the way I do.
They don't know of the hurting
Because the pain I feel I don't show.
I don't show the tears that I've cried
for the pains that they have felt.
I don't tell them how they're lives
have taken a toll on my heart, it melts.
Yet everyone claims to care
everyone thinks that they know.
Everyone thinks they can share
the weight of this heavy load.
They cut me with their harsh words
they rip me and make me bleed.
They enjoy watching me hurt
they sit there and chuckle with glee.
For they know I'll take the burns
that come from the flames of their needs.
They know that I'll stay and yearn
for the day that they'll leave me be.
Yet everyone claims to care
everyone thinks that they know.
Everyone thinks they can share
the weight of this heavy load.
And still I won't hint to them what I hide
the scars from their words don't show.
I will never let them see what's inside
they don't deserve the privelege to know.
But I love them and think forever in my mind
how they would act if they knew of all the blows.
From the hits that I take, the pain they won't find
what I keep inside, forever they won't know.
