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not a poem just a view of things
so i was thinking... what are we actually doing here? i mean yea great and holy God and all that but seriously... what was the point? i mean not to go into my personal life but the first 16 years of my life have been like pure fucking torture. i mean what was the point in giving me life so i would want to die? give me a break here. but now i've got a great boyfriend and a few great friends even though the last 2 days of school teri and christian like totally fucked with my head and pissed me off and though they like never even talked before they were best friends and i was nobody and i'm still nobody to teri but who cares cuz she's a fucking hypocrite right? well.. i got 2 poems out of it... still not worth the pain. i mean..... crying for 2 and 1/2 days.... fuck maybe i'm just a big baby.... who knows... but they were supposed to be my best friends.... so i guess this is like kind of an ode to the friends i have now like david, ashley, ryan, jesse... i love you, niko(my personal squeeze toy) and.... well i am not naming to many names cuz i dont ahve that many friends.... derek... i'm going to miss you since your leaving... sunday :( well....i'm looking forward to the next school year..... miss my "friends". so anyway i think i'm kind of done writing for now... past my bedtime ya know? lataz. :)
