By Myself

As I look into the mirror, I see myself,

My blank stare silently looks back at me.

"Is this even me?" I ask myself,

I need to escape out of my decrepit cage and be set free.



Every second of my scarred existence, I force myself

To stay serene, but my body doesn't allow me to.

"I need to get out of this place," I think to myself,

I hate to be alone in this world, I really do.



But all I do is endlessly hurt myself,

Deep inside, someone is knocking on my internal door.

But I won't let myself

Answer it, and I collapse to the bloodstained, concrete floor.



Each and every day I put myself

In great and unnecessary danger.

"Why is life so cruel and unfair?" I quietly ask myself,

And to this opaque world I am a stranger.



God, I really hate myself,

And have lost every single brother and friend.

This is why I am always by myself,

And this horrendous pain will never come to a blissful end.

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