Damn you
Foul hobby
Blasphemous employment
You only come in pain
And visit far too often
Rarely coming to fruition
Why must I hate what I love?
Why is it harder than dancing on the head of a pin?
Damn it
I have to drive myself crazy
Just to put this pen to paper
And scowl out these useless lines
That only make sense to me
But it’s like a drug
I just can’t stop
I have to have my fix
So I pick up this pen
And I fail, fail, fail
And do it again
It’s my heroin
Both my joy and my pain
But damn it
I have to do it again