Looking Back

Folder: 
2010

I’ve read over my poems

All I ever wanted

All I never had

Now I sit here thinking

That it’s all so sad

 

That, who I was,

Was something I now hate

Looking back

I swear I’ll never be her

Not again and it’s nothing I do lack

 

Because I want to get married

And have a few kids

And raise them to be better

Than I am/was

Because I am now bitter

 

Because I know who I was

And I swear I’ll do right

Starting with Red

I’ve already told him who I was

And that I never plan to be this I said

 

~Chrystal

Written on

August 22, 2010

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was written about me not liking who I was. My desire to never be her again.

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