Holding Back

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2001

I want so badly to tell you

It is so hard to keep from you

I’ve told everyone else this truth

But I cannot bring myself

To bear you such awful news

 

I loved you but past is past

And now I cant allow it to go on

Not like this, not without love

But how can I bring myself

To tell you what I cannot understand

 

I can’t explain it although I’ve tried

The heart does as it so chooses

And mine choose the love of another

I shall be around to say “ hello”

But “I love you” will not be heard

 

This wont happen until I tell you

I’m not too sure I can do it

It will bring about so much pain

I only do it for the greater good

We’ll all be happier in the end…Right?

 

~Chrystal

Written on

March 8, 2001 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

And once again this was about Shawn.

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