Confusion

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2001

I feel I truly love him

Yet I cant stand him

I can see forever in his arms

Then I just want to break his arms

 

So very confused am I

All I can do is sit and cry

In my room so, so black

Thinking of what I do lack

 

I feel a love ever so true

Given only to a privileged few

Then he rips out my heart

And over again the pain does start

 

Why do I let this go on

I know everything is so wrong

There needs to be an ending

So my heart can do some mending

 

~Chrystal

Written on

March 1, 2001 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was also written during the break up with Shawn. Mind you, it took me longer with him than anyone else. But as soon as I got the hang of it, I did it (going out and dropping guys) freqently.

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