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*Habits*
Through the windows of my eyes I see it
clearly ring like meomries in my heart
distance makes the heart grow fonder
sometimes close far apart
but for us its different and it will never change
how can you be so perfect in ur mind i am too
even though im my soul i know thats not true
yet still you keep believeing and pushing me to hope
and its too hard not to listen to the one i love
i feel as in a trance and i must obey
faithful loyal sorry sad heartbroken yet happy
when im alone im frightened when im with you i fly
if i could spend every moment with you id never have to cry
ive fallen into habit and im trying to suceed
i put on a happy front but inside i bleed
im not a perfect person but im trying to be close
yet i cant get the people who id like to talk to most
cuz they refuse to listen they like to yell and judge
some people are just like that they love to hold a grudge
still im trying to hold things together
i guess im not doing bad
but things go back to normal and i return to who i was
except this time theres no one to tell me no
who could really care if they don't even say hello
