Waiting

Waiting to die.
Waiting to live.
Waiting for the pain inside,
to subside so I can begin again.
The sun rises and it sets.
But I still can't forget.
I've watched the seasons change,
from summer to autumn.
I've watched the leaves turn,
while my heart still continues to burn.
I'm afraid this winter will be the coldest yet.
I can't believe its almost Christmas.
The lights don't shine as bright anymore.
Just to call you mine was enough.
It was the best gift ever.
I'm waiting for a better day to come.
I'm waiting to feel whole again as one.
I hope the new year is more promising.
I wonder what this spring might bring.
I'm not looking to start any new romances soon.
I'm still waiting to get over you.
I just want to be happy again.
I have to love myself first,
before I can love anyone else.
I'm remembering who I used to be.
I can't be no one else but me.
I never said I was perfect.
But I tried so hard to be that for you.
I'm so sorry I couldn't keep my word.
All I can do is keep on waiting.
This day too will come to pass.
I'm finally finding myself at last.

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