Don't Wanna Be Here

I dont wanna b here

its not fuckin fair

whyam i never right?

all i do is cry at night

my life is trash

i would rather b in a car crash

and die

then be here with people who lie

life is stupid

can somebody tell me what i did?

how did my life get so bad?

why am i always sad?

nobody understands

psychics cant read my hand

im to messed up in the head

from all the bullshit ive been fed

i dont care anymore

all people keep doing is slamming the door

right in my face

im drifting in a slow pace

i hold all my feelings in

i know i cant win

i mess up what u wanna do

you can agree, i know its true

i dont even wanna b alive

why should i strive

to get nowhere

except in bed crying a tear

i'd rather live outside in a sink

everynight i think

ho bad can my life get?

is the devil dont with me yet?

all i feel in my body is pain

im headed down the wrong lane

if i were homeless

i would have more happiness

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is how i feel at times, its life i guess

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