Not her Not today

my eyes device me, my mind turns cold

all my life many things have come and gone

but never before on the first sight am i sold

like stone feet to talk to her it takes so long

breaking my habits and changing my ways

that is what i am used to but not her not today



as my life was shaking in fear in loneliness

as it fell into the a hole of an unknowing feeling

a warm drop fell upon my empty closed lips

to awake the man from the boy to start the healing

breaking my habits and changing my ways

that is whay i am used to but not her not today



full lust or love the decision is as hard as a diamond

it can cut through all the words of constant complements

but into the eye and into the soul is where i will find

all the truths inside your heart from all the senses

breaking my habits and changing my ways

that is what i am used to but not her not today



what is it that she seeing in this little boy in a grown up world

wishing i knew why she gives me the time that i cherish

as these seconds are worth more then all the worlds gold

i will do anything to keep this beauty from deciding to vanish

breaking my habits and changing my ways

that is what i am used to but not her not today



Eyes grow weary but time push on

laughter fills the air and our eye lock our souls are one

oh how i wish that this is a never ending song

through all the rules and all the games have i finally won

breaking my habits and changing my way

this what i am used to but not her not today



Not today will my emotion be set aside

Not today will I endure an unpleasant ride

Not today will my thoughts be all alone

Not today will I make this day a lonely tone

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I found this it was for a girl i will always care about.

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