after math of dads passing away

im fighting this battle with my life because nothing is right.you didnt know how much i cared for you because i never had the chance to tell you.i love the way you held me in ur arms.but now i got no one except mom.im keeping it strong but honestly i dont know for how long.im going to break down and than on my face ther wont be a smile but instead a frown.i got two older brothers and a sister who love me to death but im so lost in this maze that i feel like god just commited theft.i sit in this room all down and sad which isnt good because i only get mad.the world isnt fair because it doesnt care.im walking on this thin line wit my fear of falling behind.im trying so hard to be the man you wanted to see stand.im finishing up school you wont have to worry about me acting a fool.you taught me one thing before you left never fear because the end can be near.ive seen life pull a 180 like diasters in haiti.nothing can change what happend that day but all i can do is pray.i want to make you proud and let the world hear my voice which for you will be loud.im helping pay the bills so i wont have to worry mom and make her kill.shes sarcrificed her life for us so now its our turn to show that we can do the same.even though the game has changed.i cry every night before i go to sleep because your face runs through my mind.i wake up in the morning and i cant seem to find.i think your down in the living room but in reality ur not because my mind just played a trick and now im sick to my stomach.i cnt eat because the last thing i remember was feeling you cold feet.I felt the suns heat and deep down I just couldn’t feel my heart beat.ive lost faith in life.no one can bring that back in me because nothings right.

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