To be 'inlove'


Although I have gone beyond right or wrong

I have gone to what is pure and real.

With every breath I breathe, it tightens

at the beauty of knowing what it feels like

to be 'inlove'.

And, although the pain of being away from you

is so overwhelmingly hard to bare

I have felt love,

I have held you,

I have touched you

with a touch that can only be felt

or given with entire intensity

as the touch I've given to you, and the touch

you shared with me.

A thousand feelings engross me.

Feelings that are indescribeable, yet, so fiercly strong,

and ruling to my very essence.

Should I have?

I can ask myself that a million times.

Should I have met you?

I thought that meeting you would free my

desire for you

But it has only amplified the deepest love

that comes from within me, for you.

And yet, with all this love I feel inside

there is also a hidden sadness,

A sadness that promises no one tomorrow,

That leaves your heart open

with amazing clearity of want

but closed to know if it will ever be

reunited again.

So with this I must tell you

that I have loved you

as I have never loved another.

I have shared not just my body

but who it is I am.

And no matter where our lives take us

You and I have been to a place that...

is ours forever.

to be 'inlove'

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