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Bleeding, releasing
Been having a hard time
Dealing with the way I feel
Been holding the key
To what I have concealed
Just been wanted a little piece of mind
closure sometimes I never do find
Time seems to leave me, and it's leaving fast
Neglecting the present, sleeping with the past
why does my relationships never seem to last
Maybe it's me maybe it's a part of my path
My paper has been devoid of wrath
Because I haven't been wanting to face it
My bottle is spilling over, but my paper
s been vacant I know my pen's been patient
Waiting for me to release just waiting for me to pour
What i've been feeling for you baby
Been in a hall of locked doors
Wars been raging behind them, they been wanting to break free
My whores been in brothels within
I've held the lock and the key
A part of me wants to keep them locked forever
Sometimes I give a finger to poetry
I'll trade anyday these words
To just having it together
Stable in the safe confines
In your arms as a home is better than being alone
In the desert looking for an oasis
So restless I roam
Erratic i'm such a addict
that festers in self blame
Need to be detoxed in the future
Keep shooting yesterday in my veins
Tiffany when we met I know I was an at risk case
I Wish there was much much days
Like that first day at my place
Some things wish could have been erased
But it just seem to stick around
Lingering regret, damn that's what I feel now
Trying to heal internally
Those unseen sores
Can't wait till I go to the pacific shore
I might not come back
Seems like the sun shines a lil brighter
Where here it lacks
I wonder if my troubles want to take that trip wit me
3000 miles to seattle, maybe the east will easily forget me
Will you forget me? if I say fuck it and stay?
God if It wasn't for my mother needing me
I would would just go away
Make new days, here I have nothing left
But mourning and bereft
Lord please order my steps
Let me release what's inside what's been contained and kept
I want to ivade the devils net
abstain before i get swept
Into this bitterness debt I don't want to accept
I rather my eyes become grey vapors
just rain and wet
My fertile soil has much potential
He said your reign isn't time yet
The stains aint dry yet I got some time to clean
First forgive ME
I need myself redeemed
I feel like a barren wasteland
With dreams of prolific forest green
Lord help this fiend move on and get by
Lord help me I'll put effort
I'll promise to try
Lord burn off my dwelling,
What I hold is false highs
God please help me
I'm ready to break
These soul ties...
To be continued
