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Early Days (1982-1988)

Sometimes I just want to know

Know who misses me

Does he miss me

When I miss him



Sometimes I just want to know

Know who thinks of me

Does he think of me

When I think of him



Somewhere, someday, some how

I am here and there is only me

Does he remember me

or am I only remembering him



Sometimes I'd like to know

Who is lonely too

Does he feel like me

or am I sad alone



Sometimes I'd like to know

without him knowing that I know

who needs me

Then, if he doesn't, I'll remain alone

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Like Tom, I pined away for David when I felt alone.  But, I didn't like those "now you see him, now you don't" encounters.  I pined away for Kon after we were broken up, threatening this was the last time we got together.  He saw me as nothing but a cheat.  I saw him as the man who didn't understand me.  Kon wasn't the one I wanted.  I didn't know who I wanted.  I hadn't met him yet.  I was still searching for him. David had a girlfriend now. I hadn't seen him in quite some time.  I thought I missed him. I thought I missed Kon too.  Whoever it was I wrote about, I didn't want him to know I missed him.  I felt used.

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