Fighting back

When the tears I cry never die
And pain I feel never fades away
I start to wonder why I should go on
Why I should keep trying
I just feel like dying

When I feel like dying comes the bad thoughts
And with every bad though comes a bad action
And with every bad action I come closer to death
And the closer I come to death the less pain I feel
But with the less pain I feel the more pain others feel

So I start to fight
Fight for my life
And take back control
The control that was lost the moment the first tear fell
And once that control is taken back
And once I feel alive again
And living the life I want to live
I feel free and relieved

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Written on 6/17/14

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