Jaded

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I'm naked and beaten

Bruised and empty

I stare at the floor

Crossing my legs, trying to hide from you

I'm bleeding on the inside

I'm screaming in my mind

And my soul was ripped from my body

Beaten to death, on the floor it lies

My hearts in your cold grasp

And I can feel you tightening the hold

Making my pain immense and unbearable

Until one day I become numb to it all

My eyes glaze over and go blank

I'm in my own inner-world

The one I built to escape

From this dark and morbid reality

Now I'm like a rag doll

An over-sized Barbie doll

Go ahead and rape me

Rob me of that which I don't have

See if I feel it

Watch me stare absently as I whisper

Long lost words...

"You said you loved me..."

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Another, more-mild poem; to the bastard, Alexander Noel Castrillo, Jr.

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