Burrs

Wandering around inside myself

Secrets appear – drifting passengers of hush

Fingers to their lips and stilted

Something in my blood gets this going and renders my brain

a fidgety occupant of my skull



Being or feeling like Plath’s moon and tulips

I bunch myself into each day

In beats, beats

Heartbeats, the heart contracts

You’d think everything I see

would be all red, but



Instead, the world I see is yellow

It looks like an old photograph

I think maybe now it is all ice

My hands too – glittery ice sculptures splitting light

into hundreds of pieces, like birds coming home

A fog of wings settling on grey stonework



In my First House, the Lord of the Oceans resides

sometimes the awkward ingénue rising

often the master magician mystifying the masses

It has a soul, yet it borrows mine too

It is the base of a gas flame, all blue

And its blue face makes me itch

An itch vague and insatiable



I would like to touch it – its impossibility

I’m sure it feels like stars – countless buttons

to tightly close the darkness

Beautiful small burrs, little devil-smiles

Eager to prickle and scratch

my white and naked arms



NJP 5 July 2005

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