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I'm just waiting for the hunger to go away
no point in eating
no point in living today
no point in having a bite to make you happy
no point in doing anything
but starving myself sharply
I wonder what you think
when I think of food
wonder how you think of my disorder
and all the things it makes me do
and if I'm an enemy unto myself
then why do I need you
telling me how many times to eat
and not count how many times I chew
that one has 37
and that one 102
and I need to make it smaller
and I need to shrink it down to size
and I don't want it to get better
it only takes a little bit more time
it only takes a little while longer
for the hunger to subside
