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self hate

i absolutely hate you, you know?



the way that you sparkle and shine



when i can't even seem to glow



you're so positively perfect



why stay with me?



i'm selfish, buoyant, toxic and simply unhappy



your frugal little spirit,



my nails that claw



like a lumberjack



at your self worth i do saw



i warn you not to breath my smoke



humbled in fire



i am nothing but unrighteous, unholy desirer



my ears heavily pierced



to flash what ia m not,



my mirth lies inside that that new bag that i bought



your wonderful paradoxical self



my yellow tie, paper bracelets



and hideous wealth



not half of what you are not even a quarter



i shall never outshine or even compare



with all the love that out shines



i just blindly stare



this green marker grows heavy



like the red coats i wear



however you let me take advantage of you



you're so much better then that- if you only knew!



so here i am at home, once without the flu



sacrificing my life and being untrue



just give me my sunglasses



i'll just forget about his shirts



look-i really am that way



tears of salt, and heart latent 'till may

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