Lookin' Back

Looking back at all the foolish things I've done,

Bout to grow up n be someones mom,

I'm 19 years old n already been to hell n back,

Wish I cud look into my future 2 see whats gun' happen.

All I know is now I aint alone,

Even if he leaves us, I'll be fendin on my own.

Got a lil mouth to feed, n rent to pay,

Gotta consintrate on my baby boys needs.

Wonderin if daddy's gunna leave,

Then I'll have 2 be mommy n daddy,

Makes me wanna fall 2 my knees.

I used to be a kid, now its all over,

Such a short amount of time, n its comin all apart.

I know my lifes a mess,

n it aint gunna work out with him,

But somehow I got the strenght to carry on.

N as a tear falls down my face,

I think about losin my place.. in yur heart,

N wonder was it worth it from the start..

Got one thing good outta this wreck,

Gunna b a mommy, but i can feel the stress comin from my chest, cuz I gotta do it on my own.

GET READY!

I gotta long long road.

Im jus hoping I got the brains to choose the right paths,

Cuz Im not about to let u down, give u everything u need.

Even if daddy aint here, baby it'll be jus u and me.

But until the day, we'll play it safe,

Mommys gunna be here, make no mistake.

I got u lil boy, I hope u got me,

Noones gunna harm u, cuz I would let that b.

Life hasnt turned out how I wanted it to b,

But your on yur way so I gotta put the garbage to the curb,

And start thinkin about our future.

Mommy loves u, n Im scared, But baby we gunna make it!

I LOVE U ALREADY.








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