I Wonder. . .(?)

Sometimes I wonder if you still think about me,

If you still have any feelings for me still,

Even though you said you did not.

Its been a long while, Since we parted,

But I still sit up at night thinking about you,

And when I see you, Tears still come to my eyes,

As i think back to our good old times.

I don't understand, You were my first love,

And you swore to me I was yours aswell.

Sometimes I wonder,

If you ever get any of the messages,

I try to send you through your dreams...

I admit, I do still love you,

And yes it still does hurt,

When I think about you, About us.

I've tryed to move on,

And I have found someone,

Who I do love, but not nearly as much as I ever loved you.

I sometimes say those words to him,

But I somehow feel quilty,

Because I know in my heart,

When I say I Love You to him,

I somehow manage to think of you.

You were my first love,

I will never be able to forget you,

I sometimes think there may be chance,

We may get back together,

Even your Dad says the same thing.

I remember when I called you the first time,

And your Dad had said you had come home with a smile,

From ear to ear, Looking like a jackolantern.

I wonder if he is right about us,

Rejoining in our love,

Hopefully he is, Because thats my only dream,

Fo you and me to share our love again.

I wonder if you ever feel the same.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I had to write. . . this is what was on my mind, so i just wrote, untill my mind went blank.

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