My Demise

I'm scared I'll lose you

Yes this is true

The feelings I feel for you are real

I guess it ain't not big deal

Everyone is pushing us apart

I feel like they are breaking my heart

I ache from sadness

My mind is filled with all this madness

My thoughts keep coming back to suicide

I promise you I have never lied

Everything I've told you about the present and past

I don't' know how much longer I can last

My heart and soul is pushed beyond the brink

The best thing for me to do is not think

Just bottle my feelings up

So I won't screw this up

But I guess it's a little to late

This must be my fate

I say I love you as the blood drips to the floor

Then you've come to surprise me and walk through my door

You see my wrist all covered in blood

It's pouring out like some kind of flood

You come to my side

You find a note that tells you I tried

To hold on

But I am spent and my energy is gone

I just gave in to everything

And I want you to take back the ring

And find another love

One that actually comes from above

And be happy

My life was just to crappy

To hang on any longer

I wish I was stronger

And stayed around for you

I really wish that was something I could do

But I'm to weak

I say goodbye with one last shriek

Fading into the darkness

I become 105lbs of nothingness

You look at me and realize it all

You just saw me end it all

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