Choice

You thought that i would wait, you thought that i was weak. Meak with my emotions sloppy on the weep, but i will not falter and i will not fall. The things you did, i can forgive but forgetting is above that all.

   I don't know what to do, i knew you would come back slap me with i love you's and oh baby i want you back. But as i watch the children innocent and pure i remember i must be strong because their mommy never will

  I don't know if its right but this time i have fight, i tell you to stay away and i don't need you're bullshit anyway. What was it you said to me the last few weeks? Oh ya NOTHING and for this i keep in cheek. Go ahead say you're sorry and you know that you fucked up but i can't let go this time no it would be to fast.

  Can you prove you changed? Can i prove i have too? I don't want to go back to loving you while you love only you. Hurdles are meant to go over, well this one i will jump, goodbye my former soul mate my one true love.

  I don't know what that means, but i feel it inside what do people do when the one they love makes them want to die? But she always comes back and i want to accept her so, i guess maybe love is accepting all the flaws?

  Don't lecture me on what i am to do; I think it's time i made my choice oh shit what the hell do i do.

View cagieandy's Full Portfolio