~*YOU*~

I wonder if i'll get to be her one day with you in my arms, then I look back, thats not possible she's pretty i'm not and she'd do anything for you but thats where we are the same because I would too. I know that she's perfect but is that what you want. someone who wont make mistakes, someone who wont cry.  If so then thats where I fail. because I cry for you every night and every waking second where im not busy doing something.  Its bad when you dont want to go to sleep because your afraid to dream of that someone. dream that you'll be together someday but be hurt when you dont end up together.  I've been depressed for day because you two are still together and It kills me to think that you two will always be together.  she wears your ring and I have nothing but I guess that I did have my chance, but I was stupid not to take it .  the quote goes you never know how much you care for it till its gone.  well here it is .  I love you so much that it kills me seeing you holding her.what did I ever do to you to make you walk in front of me and hold her hand?  nothing absolutley nothing.  Our friendship is starting to waste away because of her and it hurts me because your one of the few guys I ever had feelings like that for and that I could trust. so ill end this now because I dont want to think of you no more.  

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